Out Damned Spot

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1.
I’m too tough When I should be weak And I’m too weak When I should be strong I don’t know How to get off this road Cuz it’s the one I’ve been traveling for so long Do you know how long I’ve been falling? Do you know how hard I have tried? Do you know I’ve nothing to hold onto? Do you understand the tears I’ve cried? I’m too rough When I should be soft And I’m too soft When I should be hard I push away Not caring where you run to Then I reach for you And wonder where you are Do you know how long I’ve been falling? Do you know how hard I have tried? Do you know I’ve nothing to hold onto? Do you understand the tears I’ve cried? I have fallen I have fallen I say enough When really I want more And I say I want more When really I am through I killed my life Through my lust for loving And I killed my life love By being afraid of you But do you know how long I’ve been falling? Do you know how hard I have tried? Do you know I’ve nothing to hold onto? Do you understand the tears I’ve cried?
2.
05:32
Taking only what you offer Taking only what you give Taking only what you offer As you teach me how I should live Taking only what you offer Taking only what you give me Taking only what you offer Cuz I know none of this comes free None of this comes free The silence in this house Shows a mistake has been made The violence in myself Proves that I’m the one to blame But I know you care Or I know you try But we’re trapped in a life That’s just a lie Taking only what you offer Wanting it to satisfy me Taking only what you offer But you know I cannot quite believe I cannot quite believe The silence in this house Shows a mistake has been made The violence in myself Proves that I’m the one to blame But I know you care Or I know you try But we’re trapped in a life That’s just a lie But in my vision of myself I wait for no one In my vision of my life I’m not the lonely one In my vision of myself I wait for no one I wait for no one I wait for no one The silence in this house Shows a mistake has been made The violence in myself Proves that I’m the one to blame I know you care Or I know you try But we’re trapped in a life That’s just a lie
3.
04:31
You’re pouring into me your innocence You’re pouring into me your pain But every second of the day I fill this meaningless existence I fill this meaningless existence And how can I Keep away these darkened days And lonely nights And how can I Keep from crying when you’ve Broken into my life You’re pouring into me your deviance And you release me from all blame Still every second of the day I fill this meaningless existence I fill this meaningless And how can I Keep away these darkened days And lonely nights And how can I Keep from crying when you’ve Broken into my life You’re pouring into me your reverence You’re pouring into me your shame But every second of the day You fill your meaningless existence And how can I Keep away these darkened days And lonely nights And how can I Keep from crying when you’ve Broken into my life
4.
02:24
If only I’d been blind And had never seen your face If only I’d been numb Had never felt your touch If only I’d been deaf And hadn’t heard you say those words If only I’d been dumb And hadn’t known so much I might not miss you now I wouldn’t know what I was missing I might not have given out At least not delivered for so long If only I’d been blind And hadn’t seen your face If only I’d been numb And hadn’t felt your touch If only I’d been deaf And hadn’t heard you say those words If only I’d been dumb And hadn’t known so much I might not miss you now I wouldn’t know what I was missing I might not have given out At least not delivered for so long If only I’d been blind And had never seen your face If only I’d been numb Had never felt your touch If only I’d been deaf And hadn’t heard you say those words If only I’d been dumb And hadn’t known so much
5.
04:22
A young girl, a young girl A young girl with no voice A young girl, a young girl A young girl with no choice Moves softly through the streets Don’t look into her eyes You might not like what you see Tell you that you’ve got to serve Tell you that you’ve got to serve Don’t you know the ones you’re serving Know the ones you’re serving They’re undeserving They’re undeserving An old man, an old man His head so full of noise An old man, an old man A man his soul destroyed Moves loudly through your streets Don’t look into his mind You’ll recognize your own grief Tell you that you’ve got to serve Tell you that you’ve got to serve Don’t you know the ones you’re serving Know the ones you’re serving They’re undeserving They’re undeserving Tell you that you’ve got to serve Tell you that you’ve got to serve Don’t you know the ones you’re serving Know the ones you’re serving They’re undeserving They’re undeserving Of your faith Of your faith
6.
You wrote the story that I tell The road I walk was drawn by you With false conception You don’t believe in compromise And all that I see in your eyes Is my reflection Why did you try to make me cry? You told me long ago to be true That’s what I tried to do You wrote the story that I tell The road I walk was drawn by you With false conception You don’t believe in compromise The only love that’s in your eyes Is my reflection Why did I pray for you to stay When I only ever wanted you to go? Couldn’t tell you, couldn’t tell you so. You wrote the story that I tell The road I walk was drawn by you With false conception You don’t believe in compromise You only seem to use those eyes For warped perception Why did you try to make me lie? You told me long ago, “Be true.” Be true. Couldn’t tell you, could not tell you Couldn’t tell you so Should’ve told you, should’ve told you Just go. Just go.
7.
Why you gotta look at me like that? Why you gotta feel the world is ending? Why’s it gotta be that every time I find a friend, I find he’s pretending? Why you gotta look at me like that, With no sort of understanding? Why’s it gotta be that when you say you’re moving on, You’re still so demanding? And it’s a long way down that crazy road, It’s a long way down that crazy road, It’s a long way down that crazy road that you’re on, That you’re on, that you’re on, that you’re on Why you gotta look at me like that? Why you gotta make me know this feeling? Why’s it gotta be that even though I try to give That you are still stealing? Why you gotta look at me like that? You claim that your mind is healing Why’s it gotta be that even though you’re calming down, My head is still reeling? And it’s a long way down that crazy road, It’s a long way down that crazy road, It’s a long way down that crazy road that you’re on, That you’re on, that you’re on, that you’re on Your feelings inside, I say that they’re not true And I can’t help you if you’re telling me lies. With all of this madness that you put me through, Why should I see you when I close my eyes? And it’s a long way down that crazy road, It’s a long way down that crazy road, It’s a long way down that crazy road that we’re on, That we’re on, that we’re on, that we’re on Why you gotta look at me like that? Why you gotta look at me like that? Why you gotta look at me like that?
8.
05:23
There’s no time left for your questions And no explanation will satisfy There’s no time left to question why Do they have to die? But if you fill my cup Well I will drink it down Don’t bother looking up There’s nothing to be found To be found, to be found There’s nothing to be found Do you believe in what you see? You ever known freedom Or is it just a story? Is it just a story? There’s no means left for detection And no diagnosis will dignify There’s no time left to question why Do we have to die? And if you fill my cup Yeah I will drink it down Don’t bother looking up There’s nothing to be found To be found, to be found Do you believe in what you see? You ever known freedom Or is it just a story? Is it just a story we tell? There’s only vague recollections The meaning dissolves with a fading sigh There’s no one left to question why Did we have to die? But come on fill my cup And I will drink it down Don’t bother looking up There’s nothing to be found There’s nothing to be found There’s nothing to be found There’s nothing Do you believe in what you see? You ever known freedom Or is it just a story? Is it just a story we tell?
9.
I saw you again in my dreams last night I saw you again in my dreams You were standing where you always stood And looking how you always looked And being how I knew that you would be I saw you again in my dreams last night I saw you again in my dreams You were saying what I knew you’d say And looking back the other way At the one who took your heart away from me And when I awake and can’t see your face I know that this nightmare is no dream When I awake and can’t see your face I know that this nightmare is no dream And every day I try hard To release you from my system But when night falls it’s hard for me to know Are these shadows real or fiction Do you want me back again But I know I’m supposed to let you go Yeah I know I’m supposed to let you go I saw you again in my dreams last night I saw you again in my dreams A frightening look was in your eye And I couldn’t tell the truth from lie When you told me you were growing tired of me I saw you again in my dreams last night I saw you again in my dreams You ran your fingers through my hair And told me not to wonder where, Since I saw you last, they had been And when I awake and can’t see your face I know that this nightmare is no dream When I awake and can’t see your face I know that this nightmare is no dream
10.
03:13
Jackie, Jackie, you’re so full of light Jackie, Jackie, no one could ever hold you tight Jackie, Jackie, you’re playing in the sand Jackie, Jackie, no one could ever hold your hand Your dreams in this life pull you far away And I take pity on the one who tried to make you stay Jackie, Jackie, you’re so full of light Jackie, Jackie, no one could ever hold you tight Jackie, Jackie, you made my life begin Jackie, Jackie, you know we’ll never win You crossed my path, you made me breathe The world’s in ash but you let me believe You crossed my path, you made me breathe The world’s in ash but you let me believe Jackie, Jackie, you’re so full of light Jackie, Jackie, no one will ever hold you tight Jackie, Jackie, you made me understand Jackie, Jackie, I tried to hold your hand

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released December 12, 2012

Trinity Nay - vocals, synthesizer, glockenspiel
Anthony Barrie – guitars, whiskey glass
Justin La - bass
Andrew Tavis – drums, various percussion

Produced by Out Damned Spot.
All tracks mastered by Scott Craggs at Old Colony Mastering, Boston, MA.
Band photos by Scott Nay.

Our heartfelt gratitude goes to all our fans, friends and family who have supported our music for so long. Special thanks to Sebastien Richard, Cookie Marenco, Chris Fletcher, Terri Winston and Scott Craggs.

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Out Damned Spot was a highly melodic alternative band based in San Francisco, active between 2004-2013.

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