Out Damned Spot

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released December 12, 2012

Trinity Nay - vocals, synthesizer, glockenspiel
Anthony Barrie – guitars, whiskey glass
Justin La - bass
Andrew Tavis – drums, various percussion

Produced by Out Damned Spot.
All tracks mastered by Scott Craggs at Old Colony Mastering, Boston, MA.
Band photos by Scott Nay.

Our heartfelt gratitude goes to all our fans, friends and family who have supported our music for so long. Special thanks to Sebastien Richard, Cookie Marenco, Chris Fletcher, Terri Winston and Scott Craggs.

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Out Damned Spot was a highly melodic alternative band based in San Francisco, active between 2004-2013.

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Track Name: Nothing to Hold On to
I’m too tough
When I should be weak
And I’m too weak
When I should be strong
I don’t know
How to get off this road
Cuz it’s the one
I’ve been traveling for so long

Do you know how long I’ve been falling?
Do you know how hard I have tried?
Do you know I’ve nothing to hold onto?
Do you understand the tears I’ve cried?

I’m too rough
When I should be soft
And I’m too soft
When I should be hard
I push away
Not caring where you run to
Then I reach for you
And wonder where you are

Do you know how long I’ve been falling?
Do you know how hard I have tried?
Do you know I’ve nothing to hold onto?
Do you understand the tears I’ve cried?

I have fallen
I have fallen

I say enough
When really I want more
And I say I want more
When really I am through
I killed my life
Through my lust for loving
And I killed my life love
By being afraid of you

But do you know how long I’ve been falling?
Do you know how hard I have tried?
Do you know I’ve nothing to hold onto?
Do you understand the tears I’ve cried?
Track Name: Just a Lie
Taking only what you offer
Taking only what you give
Taking only what you offer
As you teach me how I should live

Taking only what you offer
Taking only what you give me
Taking only what you offer
Cuz I know none of this comes free
None of this comes free

The silence in this house
Shows a mistake has been made
The violence in myself
Proves that I’m the one to blame
But I know you care
Or I know you try
But we’re trapped in a life
That’s just a lie

Taking only what you offer
Wanting it to satisfy me
Taking only what you offer
But you know I cannot quite believe
I cannot quite believe

The silence in this house
Shows a mistake has been made
The violence in myself
Proves that I’m the one to blame
But I know you care
Or I know you try
But we’re trapped in a life
That’s just a lie

But in my vision of myself
I wait for no one
In my vision of my life
I’m not the lonely one
In my vision of myself
I wait for no one
I wait for no one
I wait for no one

The silence in this house
Shows a mistake has been made
The violence in myself
Proves that I’m the one to blame
I know you care
Or I know you try
But we’re trapped in a life
That’s just a lie
Track Name: Broken
You’re pouring into me your innocence
You’re pouring into me your pain
But every second of the day
I fill this meaningless existence
I fill this meaningless existence

And how can I
Keep away these darkened days
And lonely nights
And how can I
Keep from crying when you’ve
Broken into my life

You’re pouring into me your deviance
And you release me from all blame
Still every second of the day
I fill this meaningless existence
I fill this meaningless

And how can I
Keep away these darkened days
And lonely nights
And how can I
Keep from crying when you’ve
Broken into my life

You’re pouring into me your reverence
You’re pouring into me your shame
But every second of the day
You fill your meaningless existence

And how can I
Keep away these darkened days
And lonely nights
And how can I
Keep from crying when you’ve
Broken into my life
Track Name: Blind
If only I’d been blind
And had never seen your face
If only I’d been numb
Had never felt your touch
If only I’d been deaf
And hadn’t heard you say those words
If only I’d been dumb
And hadn’t known so much

I might not miss you now
I wouldn’t know what I was missing
I might not have given out
At least not delivered for so long

If only I’d been blind
And hadn’t seen your face
If only I’d been numb
And hadn’t felt your touch
If only I’d been deaf
And hadn’t heard you say those words
If only I’d been dumb
And hadn’t known so much

I might not miss you now
I wouldn’t know what I was missing
I might not have given out
At least not delivered for so long

If only I’d been blind
And had never seen your face
If only I’d been numb
Had never felt your touch
If only I’d been deaf
And hadn’t heard you say those words
If only I’d been dumb
And hadn’t known so much
Track Name: Undeserving
A young girl, a young girl
A young girl with no voice
A young girl, a young girl
A young girl with no choice
Moves softly through the streets
Don’t look into her eyes
You might not like what you see

Tell you that you’ve got to serve
Tell you that you’ve got to serve
Don’t you know the ones you’re serving
Know the ones you’re serving
They’re undeserving
They’re undeserving

An old man, an old man
His head so full of noise
An old man, an old man
A man his soul destroyed
Moves loudly through your streets
Don’t look into his mind
You’ll recognize your own grief

Tell you that you’ve got to serve
Tell you that you’ve got to serve
Don’t you know the ones you’re serving
Know the ones you’re serving
They’re undeserving
They’re undeserving

Tell you that you’ve got to serve
Tell you that you’ve got to serve
Don’t you know the ones you’re serving
Know the ones you’re serving
They’re undeserving
They’re undeserving
Of your faith
Of your faith
Track Name: False Conception
You wrote the story that I tell
The road I walk was drawn by you
With false conception
You don’t believe in compromise
And all that I see in your eyes
Is my reflection

Why did you try to make me cry?
You told me long ago to be true
That’s what I tried to do

You wrote the story that I tell
The road I walk was drawn by you
With false conception
You don’t believe in compromise
The only love that’s in your eyes
Is my reflection

Why did I pray for you to stay
When I only ever wanted you to go?
Couldn’t tell you, couldn’t tell you so.

You wrote the story that I tell
The road I walk was drawn by you
With false conception
You don’t believe in compromise
You only seem to use those eyes
For warped perception

Why did you try to make me lie?
You told me long ago, “Be true.”
Be true.

Couldn’t tell you, could not tell you
Couldn’t tell you so
Should’ve told you, should’ve told you
Just go. Just go.
Track Name: Long Way Down
Why you gotta look at me like that?
Why you gotta feel the world is ending?
Why’s it gotta be that every time I find a friend,
I find he’s pretending?
Why you gotta look at me like that,
With no sort of understanding?
Why’s it gotta be that when you say you’re moving on,
You’re still so demanding?

And it’s a long way down that crazy road,
It’s a long way down that crazy road,
It’s a long way down that crazy road that you’re on,
That you’re on, that you’re on, that you’re on

Why you gotta look at me like that?
Why you gotta make me know this feeling?
Why’s it gotta be that even though I try to give
That you are still stealing?
Why you gotta look at me like that?
You claim that your mind is healing
Why’s it gotta be that even though you’re calming down,
My head is still reeling?

And it’s a long way down that crazy road,
It’s a long way down that crazy road,
It’s a long way down that crazy road that you’re on,
That you’re on, that you’re on, that you’re on

Your feelings inside, I say that they’re not true
And I can’t help you if you’re telling me lies.
With all of this madness that you put me through,
Why should I see you when I close my eyes?

And it’s a long way down that crazy road,
It’s a long way down that crazy road,
It’s a long way down that crazy road that we’re on,
That we’re on, that we’re on, that we’re on

Why you gotta look at me like that?
Why you gotta look at me like that?
Why you gotta look at me like that?
Track Name: No Time Left
There’s no time left for your questions
And no explanation will satisfy
There’s no time left to question why
Do they have to die?

But if you fill my cup
Well I will drink it down
Don’t bother looking up
There’s nothing to be found
To be found, to be found
There’s nothing to be found

Do you believe in what you see?
You ever known freedom
Or is it just a story?
Is it just a story?

There’s no means left for detection
And no diagnosis will dignify
There’s no time left to question why
Do we have to die?

And if you fill my cup
Yeah I will drink it down
Don’t bother looking up
There’s nothing to be found
To be found, to be found

Do you believe in what you see?
You ever known freedom
Or is it just a story?
Is it just a story we tell?

There’s only vague recollections
The meaning dissolves with a fading sigh
There’s no time left to question why
Did we have to die?

But come on fill my cup
And I will drink it down
Don’t bother looking up
There’s nothing to be found
There’s nothing to be found
There’s nothing to be found
There’s nothing

Do you believe in what you see?
You ever known freedom
Or is it just a story?
Is it just a story we tell?
Track Name: Saw You Again
I saw you again in my dreams last night
I saw you again in my dreams
You were standing where you always stood
And looking how you always looked
And being how I knew that you would be

I saw you again in my dreams last night
I saw you again in my dreams
You were saying what I knew you’d say
And looking back the other way
At the one who took your heart away from me

And when I awake and can’t see your face
I know that this nightmare is no dream
When I awake and can’t see your face
I know that this nightmare is no dream

And every day I try hard
To release you from my system
But when night falls it’s hard for me to know
Are these shadows real or fiction
Do you want me back again
But I know I’m supposed to let you go
Yeah I know I’m supposed to let you go

I saw you again in my dreams last night
I saw you again in my dreams
A frightening look was in your eye
And I couldn’t tell the truth from lie
When you told me you were growing tired of me

I saw you again in my dreams last night
I saw you again in my dreams
You ran your fingers through my hair
And told me not to wonder where,
Since I saw you last, they had been

And when I awake and can’t see your face
I know that this nightmare is no dream
When I awake and can’t see your face
I know that this nightmare is no dream
Track Name: Jackie
Jackie, Jackie, you’re so full of light
Jackie, Jackie, no one could ever hold you tight
Jackie, Jackie, you’re playing in the sand
Jackie, Jackie, no one could ever hold your hand

Your dreams in this life pull you far away
And I take pity on the one who tried to make you stay

Jackie, Jackie, you’re so full of light
Jackie, Jackie, no one could ever hold you tight
Jackie, Jackie, you made my life begin
Jackie, Jackie, you know we’ll never win

You crossed my path, you made me breathe
The world’s in ash but you let me believe
You crossed my path, you made me breathe
The world’s in ash but you let me believe

Jackie, Jackie, you’re so full of light
Jackie, Jackie, no one will ever hold you tight
Jackie, Jackie, you made me understand
Jackie, Jackie, I tried to hold your hand